Tuesday, May 04, 2010
it is one of those times again. when i bump into like almost everyone i know and i havent met in like forever. like my secondary school friends. i bumped into 5 of them in 2 days. thats like a lot more than usual arhhh..most days i bump into like..no one! but today i met 4 of them. quick little chat then off i go. i'm not very friendly, am i?speaking of friendly. for reasons unknown, my colleagues got into a discussion on how bitchy i can get. haa..and i'm like "well, carry on, carry on. this is feeding my constant need to be in the centre of attention." this is awesome...but seriously, yes, i admit i have been pretty bitchy as of this year but i genuinely think i'm nice most of the time. i REAAAALLLYYY think so. well, i'm sorry if i dont LOOK bitchy. i'm just unintentionally bitchy. sorry. trying to be a better person here now. yeahh..i shall keep some of my comments to myself. it's almost like i have to revert to my old self kinda thing. but thats like moving back. and we always have to look forward, in life. thats why i didnt retake my math O lvl paper.
and anisah was like sharing with the rest that i give her valuable but mean advice on relationships. why, thank you. i take that as a compliment. and its not like i dont keep things to myself. i do it ALL THE TIME! like i never ever tell the people i like that i like them. coz i just cant say it. the words, they just cant come out. like seriously, in secondary school i like this guy..and even after we graduate and until now i still cant tell him. even if i want to. it's like i must be born with something amiss. TOTALLY have respect for people who can just say it out. i tell you, you'd probably have to tie me up and threaten to tickle me non-stop until i make a confession.
anywayy..i just found out that ryn and i are almost identical. in terms of weird habits and stuff like that. habits that i shouldnt tell you people. ever. coz it's disgusting. it's like zilah thinks the way i think. ryn behaves just like me. if you go around town, and see two goondoos laughing their heads of and saying the same things at the same time, thats probably ryn and i. and they put us in the same class. WHAT THE HELL WERE THEY THINKING?
so yeaaaahh...shopping is fun. there's nothing more fun than wearing something new and looking awesome. and ryn and i have been reading our horoscope like daily. most of the time, she reads my horoscope and tells me what it says. my horoscope KEPT ASKING ME TO CALL PEOPLE. what the hell is wrong with them? is that thing even remotely reliable? another think i'd have to ask God when i meet him. among other questions.
"Dear God, is there any truth to this horoscope shit?"
i'd have to tattoo that on my arm so that i wont forget to ask him...