Tuesday, December 15, 2009
so lately...there has been a whole lot of information in my head...its like more information that i have to remember when i was still in school. like as in studying in school, not teaching...i've been having my parent-teacher meeting the past few days...tomorrow is gonna be the last day. Anisah and i decided to do our PTM together. so it's pretty packed..and we've done it before but i guess it's always nice to have some moral support..hahaa..especially for Anisah coz she gets kinda quiet when it comes to talking to the parents..even more for MY parents coz she doesnt spend THAT much time with my kids...i can just go on and on and on about how my kids are in class. its REALLY wonderful to have small numbers in the classroom...that's why i cant stop talking about them because i have come to know them sooooo well. in a local setting, i have a lot more kids and i hv to handle them all on my own..so when their parents come to me and ask about their kid, it'll take me some time to recall what their kid did...and sometimes, i dont remember anything about them at all! thats coz tooo many kids...and not enough time for me to get to know them...and the parents obviously know them better than i do...so if i say something wrong, they would definitely spot it. a little scary. so i believe the smaller number is much better...yeahhhh...now people like yazid will roll his eyes and grumble that this is another post about my ang moh kids. BUT I LOVE THEM!
Also, i watched Donnie Darko. I am convinced the guy is the sexiest guy everrrrr...even when he looks slouchy and drugged. that just adds on to his sexiness. and oh-GOD! when he smiled! BLOODY SHIT! i could just stare at it like forever. i'd even give up eating! hahaa..okayy...maybe give up snacking. if he speaks to me, ohmygod...i can just imagine it now...him just saying hi and i'll stare back at him, blankly. bug-eyed. mouth hanging open. fly settles itself on my lower lip. i'll stay that way for the next 6 hours..even after he left me alone..after seeing that he's not really getting thru to me...
yeahhh...there you go..a piece of my mind.
AND MY PHONE! oh my phone! it breaks my heart. it crushes me. to see my beloved phone in that state. yeah i know...my phone got lotsa scratches. but i love it anyway okaaayyyy.
and i kept coughing. i feel like i can actually cough my stomach out, together with all its juices! it hurts to even cough. but it's uncomfortable if i dont cough...see the dilemma?
i'm trying to get into the habit of using my mascara coz i dont feel like wearing eyeliner these days and i realised that my mascara is like tak habis-habis..so why not kan...but it's soo difficult...coz i hv this habit of rubbing my eyes.
i actually got nothing else to say but since i do not have my hp with me..i'm lonely (shrug)
and there's something else i need to say..but i....forgot.
(10 mins later)
ouh! i remember! this morning...i was telling my colleagues something..i donno what but THEY SAID I SOUND 16! how the hell does one sound 16? i dont even know how i sounded like when i was 16. probably i sound the same...maybe less bimbo-ness...but still the same...and izzat..yes sid and saihah, sec school izzat..the prefect one..he asked me why i talked so fast.hahaa...sometimes i realised that i run out of breath when i speak..strikes me as pretty weird, to run out of breath when you talk...
please tell me it happens to you too...hahaa