i just finished reading Shy Keenan's Broken. i am truly shocked and appalled that someone could sexually violate a baby in diapers. they're so young and defendless! they cant even talk, for goodness sake! well, i guess it's because they cant speak, it works for them. the author herself was sexually, mentally, emotionally and physically abused since she was born. Literally since she was born. She was raped repeatedly since she was 4 by her stepfather. her mom just didnt care at all..until Keenan had rashes all over her body and was malnourished and they beat her up until her skull was cracked. her FATHER set the house on fire after a fight with her mom. While Keenan was still in the house...in her crib. whats wrong with these people?! they're just sick. they shld have their balls chopped off and dicks set on fire. especially the stepfather.

i have other ideas. i just watched Final Destination.

hahaa.

i tell you. i'm like super busy right now. its like work, work, work. if im not thinking abt what time to go home and what to eat, i'll be thinking about work. i even dream about work. speaking of dreams, i've been having weird dreams lately. ridiculously ridiculous dreams. like i dreamt one of my friends was driving a car. shaped like an elephant. A FURRY PURPLE ELEPHANT. nice, yes? i should get one too.

then i dreamt the normal work stuff. like portfolio. i hate how portfolio is taking over my life and my nights especially. like seriously, i only get abt 4 hrs of proper sleep every night...so let me sleep can? my portfolio happens on alternate months. so just when i finish on one month, it's time to start on the other one. so it feels like im doing portfolio all-year round.

okay...here's where i say my thanks. i know it's been a while since my brithday but i didnt a chance to blog much. heh. so here it is. i would like to thank ALL of you for making my 21st a fun one. i didnt go clubbing for my 21st. i didnt get myself drunk silly on my 21st (which will be a stoopid choice, coz i might forget what happened and i wanna soak it all in). i didnt have a chalet party for my 21st. the list can go on.

but what i got for my 21st was much better. i laughed myself silly over 21 things that i like (compressed into a box, haha) and one-of-a-kind birthday cards and ehem! napkin. i stuffed myself with Carousel and Chocolate. Drove around Singapore while high on sugar is something else..hahaa. i smell like Wild Cherry everyday now. especially in the morning. then i go around asking people to smell me. AND! i will never feel lonely again when i sit in front of the telly drinking from the cup with my face on it. haaa..Borders voucher that i have yet to spend. kept forgetting. tsktsk. a gigantic tube of glue that dispenses (?) tissue. and an umbrella in the shape of an alcoholic drink. you guys freaked my parents out, you know. seriously.

you guys made it special. That's all i'm trying to say.