you know, like ever since i moved to the other side (its not any greener btw), i donno what people are up to nowadays..i know it makes me sound like i damn kepo but i just like to know how people are doing.

i know what yazid and fahmi and zilah are up to most of the time coz they constantly msg me..haha..not complaining..msg me!
but the rest, i donno. like i donno whats happening in THEIR lives. it was easier the last time when i was constantly online but now it makes it a lot harder.

i dont know....i guess i was just so used to knowing...maybe it IS none of my business. but it kinda makes me feel included even though im not in singapore sometimes. im in singapore MOST of the time. yeaahh..even on weekends.

now it kinda feels a bit alien. like im in this little box and i donno much about whats going on on the outside. and people dont ask ME how my life is now... makes me kinda sad.

and sometimes it feels like its only me who's trying to keep in contact with people..kinda exhausting.

its the hormones talking again. stoopid shit.