oh shit oh shit.

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.

this is not happening. it CANT be happening. things have to go back to normal. they just HAVE to.

bloody shit. this cannot be happening...not now, not ever.

nothing will EVER be the same again. Let's just go back okayy...rewind. Coz this cant happen.

and everyone reading this will be sooo lost coz you guys have to bloody idea what i'm talking about. not that i dont wanna tell you guys. but im just scared if i say it then it'll come true. and i can risk it. i dont want it to happen.

the way i live my life would have to change. the reason for my being would change. prob the course of my life would have to change!

this is serious shit!

God MUST know that this cant happen. He's probably just kidding. You're kidding right? right? Please tell me it's a joke.

I need a miracle right now.