the flu bugs have invaded my system! my head is pounding. my lips are drier than usual. my throat hurts. PTC in the morning. I have to tell parents their child is an imbecile. The bf is annoying me more than usual. my work is piling up. LIFE decisions have to be made! my nails are too long. dull nails. i cant tolerate dull nails. they make me wanna puke. im tired. work is not done. im bored of being tired. i need to get out more. too busy and tired to go out. vicious cycle of boredom and fatigue. the incessant need for perfection. control over things and people is exhausting. balancing time and life is insane. isnt in daunting?