oooohhh....havent updated for like a really really long time.
Life has been uhhhh..kinda confusing. I feel contained. Like in a jar. I just wanna break out of it but i donno where to begin where to turn to. I dont talk about it not even to my parents. Dont like to talk about it. Not very interesting to discuss. Doesnt matter how important it is. If it's a boring subject its a boring subject. Dont wanna talk about it.

anyway, my zodiac says all my bad luck will go away if i get married now. yeah well. guess i have to live through the bad luck. I'm a dragon btw. So all dragons you know what to do. Get. Freaking. Married. and you'll be blessed with good fortune forever.

Went out with zilah last weds. havent met since like forever. which reminds me...i want my cardigan back please. Back to the topic....yeahhh went out...hahaa...weirdest thing happened. we kinda stayed at HMV a tad too long. We were sorta held captive against our will. They were playing Muse live performance. So we stayed and listened and sang along. In our defense, they sounded phenomenal. Thought the song we're listening would be the last. Well it wasn't. Muse just kept playing and playing. Before we knew it, it was like already 10+ and we have work the next day. We had to muster all our strength and courage to RUN out of HMV.

AND i reached home at 11.30pm for the second time of the week. so mummy and daddy were not very happy. You'd think they have gotten used to it by now. But noooo.. To make things kinda worse, my ever-so-punctual sister was also late. came home later than i did in fact. For a change. That made the parents even more anxious.

I've been reading quite alot lately. Things to keep my linguistic mind going. Seriously. Can you imagine what it is like to simplify everything you say so that a 4 year-old can understand what you are trying to tell them? Try doing it for a year. I can guarantee all those bombastic words that you once possess will be lesser than a distant memory. Your thesaurus-like vocabulary will be reduced to "you want to shi-shi?"

It's horrible. Hopefully all this reading will improve my failing mastery of the language that i was once so fond of. ha-ha-ha. all these books are like really awesome siaaa...I kinda gave up hope on library books at one point of time just cause all i could get were bimbotic books talking about everyday life like stepping into a puddle of doggy shits and falling heads over heels in love with jerks. These books kinda bore me to shitloads of tears. I prefer reading psychological thrillers or at least a book with some substance and is of logical sense. Of course with hopes that i could imitate them in real life and with a bit of luck, possibly become more sensible and rational.

It was worth the try.

They also made me wish I had written these ingenious plots. urgh.