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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
weehee!!! silver!!! so...ok...we got silver....hurrah....im not realli dat xcited.... coz i was like hoping for gold....so a little disappointed.....the downside of aiming too high....u get disappointed...

all the while....at SCH...i was paranoid about leaving bhind my mute....coz im like a little absent-minded nowadays....so i keep checking every 5 mins...i guess they all got a little tired of me counting and going hysterical everytime i counted wrongly... nd to polish up my maths...hehe..

took like a lot of pics....my last SYF....gt silver....not bad at all...actually i was not realli dat nervous...if aniting...i was confused about the gg up part...i guess being confused always beats the nervous part....coz its like im e 1st person in my row to go up n i realli dont want to 'lead' them the wrong way....once we get up on stage....it was like i don feel aniting...other than reminding myself not to panic if i were to screw up....seems to help...other than that....i was fascinated by hw clearly i can see the audience....like i can identify them....coz the last tyme i went....the theatre was like dark....n i cant c anibody.....i think im nt dat nervous coz i noe hw many ppl i was playing too....i guess itz a little comforting...

after e thingy....waited outside....made a little too much noize discussing abt the number of mistakes we made....den went in....e guy in e uniform scolded us for being noisy...he seemed to be telling my row...but then i didnt even talk to my sis...hu was bside me....my sis n i used telekinesis....hehe....communicating thru eye contact....the most memorable uniform was the clementi town band....when they were up n stage the uniform was striking red....i was like 'whoa' ....i was temporary blinded by the florescent colour....datz hw they look like on stage....another memorable was the sembawang sec's girls hair...it was tied in a bun.... some of their hair was like pointed...weird actually....but the music played by them blew me away...

dat male teacher-in-charge of ours is a pain in the a**.....ask us to fall in IN HEELS!! n like scolded us at the wrong time....bad timing...i don even like his voice...wateva....

nw dat SYF is over...im feel xhausted...itz like when practising for SYF....i didnt feel tired.....i was tired but it was like temporary but noe im like realli worn out...

when we went back to sch....we were like cheering n e pupils in e hall tot we oledi gt our results...e moment we entered class....every1 was asking what we gt.... had to repeat myself a couple of tymes....there was even some BRAIN DEAD people hu tot we played SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS for SYF.....CRAZEE IZZIT??!! nothing else better to do....wonder if they hv spongebob squarepants in japan....*thinking*

i couldnt go SCH wif them.....wanted to....but itz a complicated matter.....but like 4 ppl contacted me to tell mi what we gt....really appreciate it....they sounded so xcited...i felt somewhat guilty for nt being as excited as them....then the nx dae...on 12/4.....more ppl came up to me to tell mi we gt silver....n some ppl hu gt to noe e result congratulated us....n blahblahblah.....

but overall im proud dat there is an improvement n we r nt a bronze band animore....