today is a bad dae.....VERY BAD DAE.....today i hv the tendency to pitch wrongly.....dropped my precious mute....becoz i 4gt hw to walk properly....my heart stopped wen my precious fell.....N i didnt go to sentosa....missed e class gathering....tot band end @11.30 but we ended up finishing at 1+ i tink...so i had to tell siti to go without me...pity her... i told her to wait for me so i dont have to go alone...in e end, she has to go alone.... feel veri guilty....but cannot help it...SYF more impt...for nw....so i didnt go to sentosa as planned.....if i were to go there.....i cant reach there on time...so i didnt go all together... there will surely be other calss outing.....but this is my last SYF....luckily i didnt pay for the herbs and spices garden.....

bad dae!!!! i realized dat when i play...i cannot afford to think....coz if i tink...i will get distracted....n den i will fumble...n den i mess up.....so thinking is a bad thing.....n also...i shld learn very quickly to keep my cool..... cannot panic....must act cool if im not cool enuff.....panicking is bad....must keep my cool...must watch, listen n enjoy myself...haha...ms cheah...mr appolos...came to talk to us....blahblahblah....as much as i appreciate them coming to give us support.....i cant help feeling they came to talk to us just to make sure their "investment" n our band is worth it....if they are realli sincere....i must be suffering from paranoia....wateva......keep cool and stop thinking is my top priority right now....