im gg insane....failed my maths again....failing my chemistry n lagging bhind im ny f&n coursework....at least i tink im lagging....some would say im way ahead but im not on task....im bhind deadlines....im not ok....im having what mdm aishah would call verbal diarrhoea at least once a day.....it means i will talk non-stop...i'd even do it alone...i talk to myself...im beginning to doubt my sanity....wateva....

abt 4 more dayz to SYF....im a nervous wreck....itz like i want to get over it so that i cn step down n concentrate fully on my schoolwork but at the same time....i dread that dae coz itz like a mini judgement dae where everything u have worked for gets judged....choir gt SILVER....so WE MUST GET GOLD....cannot lose face to them....hehe...

im a big n total mess....im all over the place....one of my new yr's resolution is to be more organized....however as it turns out....no matter how neat n organized i TRY to be...im always a mess....unintentionally....

im tired...i wan to sleep....sssoooo....im gg to sleep now....itz gona be e longest 4 dayz of my life...