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prelims was ok....passage got do b4...so i don xpect my self to do that bad ly for my prelim malay....

my o lvl was a disappointment....felt like crying....after knowing the result...i was like sitting in the canteen with aina none of us said anithing to each other...we juz stoned....we didnt xpect those kinda results....i got a pathetic B4.....when i got the mark it was like my heart fell to the pit of my tummy....i was juz hoping the ground will open up and swallow me alive....alisa scored worse than me....n she was putting a very pathetic front..she was trying to be cheerful and optimistic but i juz wanna absorb the info in my head...it's not like as if i will start cutting my wrist or somthing...im not that dumb....i still know my limits...i noe eventually i will pick myself up and do better but alisa was treating me and aina like as if we have given up hope on everything....like duh~~~