Sunday, May 23, 2004
i noe i havent been updating my journal but i have been super bz..first up on my list is my exam results....i got e shock of my life wen i found out i failed ss..i have never failed a single ss paper in my life..i was hot and cold all over..terrible..lucky my history i passed..so overall i still manage to pass my humanities..
my results was not s good as i expected them to be but i passed everyting..itz somtimes a mistery even to me how i manage to survive exams...
next story..o lvl exams..first wen we were in sec 2..they said we will b given a chance to take o lvl ml in sec 4....den juz last fri they say we cannot take...i was really mad dat day...aina n i went on strike...we refuse to do our karangan bcoz we c no point in doing since our exams is a long time away....we handed in the paper oni didnt do...cikgu pon tak check per...no difference so e whole one hour..we juz talk n talk...n another thing i hate abt all this is dat e 4NA are always called 'the others' they NEVER call us 4NA.. we r known s the others..dat sucks..wen u r e minority....itz like we r not impt juz bcoz we r in NA class....n they discrimination goes on and on....all their plans does not include us...onli 4E and 5N were given priority...wen they started this ting...didnt it ever cross their mind dat it wud b cunfusing coz we do not noe where to go n where we shud be in a particular time...like last fri...do we go for fnn or intensive.??after recess 4E/5N had a talk...r we included in the discussion?? or do we join our class??or do we juz do our own biznes?? itz like they don seem to care abt us..n now regina told me dat they r allowed to take e exams again...so if they can take...we oso can wat...but e prob is.....cikgu shikin NEVER tell us aniting..wen e time we cannot take e exam...mr loh was e one hu told us...cikgu shikin didnt tell us aniting...wat she assumed we have psychic powers and can read minds??? n now she is not telling us aniting...no wonder i m so confused now...
another story...my recruits seem to think i got attitude problems...wat a crap..me?? attitude prob???it juz doesnt make sense..me n attitude prob do not go along...im a goody-goody....;p they complained to everybody in band (ok...so not everybody..)dat i have attitude prob...wat nonsense..n now they told julie..they hate me..datz a little weird coz i don tink i have ppl hating me b4.....how do u handle ppl hating u?? i have no idea how to do dat...any suggestions???